My Trust

I'll always be trusting. I know it. 

Even though it's probably better for my survival to be untrusting, I just refuse to live that way. I've tried, and still do. 

But I do wanna see the good in shit. I wanna believe in people and things working out and having a balanced viewpoint of whatever this is we're doing on this rock. I know it gets nasty out here and I know it's sometimes the shits, but I'd like to hope that my judgement is all right, and that I can spot those who remotely share some values with me, but also that I understand that trust is only gonna go so far. 

Everyone has a point all their own where they will stop going along with you, and so I ask very little from people. We all have our own flow, and I'm not trying to interrupt your flow, I'm just trying to tune into the frequency and catch a part of the ride! Maybe I'm pretty good at it. I dunno, but just remember this: having few expectations is not the same as having low expectations. 

But yeah, I still believe in the blessings. Things just are what they are. Once you understand that, you just do your best can with what ya got. Who knows what your best is in that moment or what will happen until that most? Only that we die... someday.